Connected

Hey friends,

Very likely this is my last post of 2025. 

As I just woke up from a delicious nap in my new hammack in the terrace I am reminded of softness around me. 

In a ray of sunshine that squeezes through the leafs of the palm tree.

In a gentle December breeze reminding me of winter here in subtropics.

In a laughter of a neighbour.

In my attitude choosing to see beauty everywhere.

This last month Universe, God and my Cosmic team have gifted me so much. 

After a long nothingness, inner work, struggles, doubts and low times I received a friendship of two special souls that reminded me of that inner wild woman inside, community and tribal belonging, play, safe space, true connection and deep conversations.

December brought me a lot of chocolate sales, another fantastic chocolate making workshop and a lot of community spirit.

I know that something shifted within me to attract all this. So I bow to that Ligita. Who courageously is choosing freedom, growth, who falls down and then gets up. With more clarity, ease, softness.

I am not going to fully reflect on my year here. My journals are full of my reflexions but I just want to say that this year has been profoundly challenging. The experiment of stability have broken lots of parts of me. 

I have changed. I understood what means to stand up and respect myself. My direction got clearer. Some souls entered into my path, some left. I have cried of deep loneliness and boredom just to find a stronger faith to that Universal Force that never leaves you alone. 

My loud chattiness got washed by profound silence moments. I got gifted wisdom in that.

I fell down and got up, learning to find out that discomfort brings true freedom.

I have griefed parts of me that just does not serve me anymore, leaving some labels behind.

I listened.

I looked deeper into my fears. Of financial insecurity, of death, of abandonment, of rejection, of deep wounds coming from my childhood, conditionings and deep ancestral traumas. I am still walking that path.

But behind this beautiful human Ligita, I started to pay attention to something way deeper and stronger than just this chosen body. 

And without all this discomfort I would have never experienced it as strongly as I do now.

I am so abundant.

I am so touched by the fullness of this life.

I am so proud of my soul choosing to experience all this.

Light and dark.

I hope you too open the doors to growth.

I love you for reading me and connecting.

Till the next post ❤️