In Tune with a Season

 Yassas dear friends and family,

The end of November has been a little tough for me. I felt a lot of anger, frustration and hopelessness. I was fed up with lies, new conspiracy theories, control, division and general bullshit. I felt scared and paranoid about the future. Nothing made sense anymore and I lost my ground.

In this kind of situation my first reaction was to flight. I started looking for different projects, volunteering opportunities, one day I was checking flight tickets to Bali, next day to Mexico, next to Morocco and so on. My mind was going crazy. I felt like I wanted to run away. But where to?

Here I was in Greece. In Evia island, with beautiful friends and family, cooking nutritious food, walking beautiful dogs, working in a garden, meditating, doing yoga together and I was still so restless?! I felt so spoiled and angry with myself that I am not appreciative enough. But what one can do with a mind full of fear and paranoia.

And then December came. And somehow, for the first time I felt in tune with stillness. Everything calmed down. Life slowed down. I stopped running. And the fear and paranoia disappeared. My hope for future, for beautiful future was back. I ditched those dark thoughts and started enjoying the moment. Day by day.

The nature was my teacher. A beautiful and still sea was inspiring me. I started feeling grateful for the moment to reflect and dive inwards, for such generous friends letting me stay for free, giving me food and their wonderful company. And you know what? When you stop worrying, you create space inside your head. And in that space, solutions are born, and Universe starts sending you opportunities.

And one wonderful and very special opportunity just came to me by chance. I’ll tell you more next month. Just one spoiler- I am going to my beloved Sevilla.

This year for me has been so full of lessons. I am feeling so so lucky with my still very very privileged and free life. I have met beautiful souls, created fantastic memories, played and cried, laughed and danced, swam naked in the moonlight and digged deeper inside.

Don’t let those controlling freaks at the top of the pyramid to infect your lives with lies. Live your truth and continue doing things you love, creating beauty in this world. Life will always stay as a gift, remember that!

With much love and hope,

Ligita

Love is in The Air

Yassas!

Hello hello my dear beautiful friends,

What a summer! I finally got some time to sit down, reflect and write.

My past 2 months were spent at the Sunshine House, my greek home. I don’t want to sound too enthusiastic but I think I have experienced one of the best summers in my entire 29 year life.

These months have been filled with joy, light, love, play, action, sun, heat and some very very special connections. It’s incredible what can happen once you put lots of open hearted, open minded people in one place. Magic. Joy. Creativity. I think this kind of energy can save us all, especially in these mad, paranoid, fear filled times.

I have also been living in a beautiful bubble, far far away from the news, from the masks, from hand sanitizers, fear, paranoia and corona conversations. Instead I watched the moon, I counted shooting stars, dived into warm clear waters, played with my brothers and sisters, laughed like a mad woman, talked about energies, magic, synchronicities, manifestation, feelings, felt warm summer breeze while cycling around, ate a lot of delicious food, meditated, prayed, sang and explored.

Life is so much more than fears. And I know I am in a very lucky position to write about it. I am healthy, strong and happy. And I send a lot of my love to the ones that are ill, sad and weak.

But I also choose not to be living in fear. Every time I have anxieties about the future I repeat my new mantra: I am free, I let go of control, I trust in Universe. Nobody ever knew the future and nobody will ever know. Now we are more than ever experiencing true impermanence of life. No plans can be made. Like one of my friend said 2020 is really about letting go and being in a flow, however hippy it may sound.

Guys, I think it’s time to realise that living here and now is the only way to be happy. Don’t sit in those office chairs that you hate, don’t be in those toxic relationships just because it’s comfortable, don’t pretend to be someone just to be liked, don’t follow mass corporations and people who want to make you blind and deaf consumerist wanting more and more, buying more and more, fearing of old age, wrinkly face or not big enough boobs.

Go, explore, do the things you love, I swear you will never regret. Surround yourself with beautiful people who let you shine and be yourself, who show you love and support. Make space for others to shine too. Take care of this beautiful home-Earth and respect every living creature on this planet. Life is so much more than this crazy paranoia, fear infused shit that’s happening around.

With so much love, more than ever,

Ligita

P.S. photos stole from my sister Anette and others <3