Beoynd

Hello dear friends,

I am sitting in my terrace, as usual, with a cup of my beloved cacao and feeling content.

During my life I easily get trapped into wanting more or not enough feeling. Scorpio in my chart pushes me to explore the depths of everything and that desire for more more more sometimes gets in my way.

However, the month of February (which I swear was just yesterday) brought a lot of presence and being ok with everything that goes on in my internal and external worlds.

I had so many incredible conversations with my beloved ones, new friends and new connections. How do I ever feel that I don't have community around? I guess sometimes I picture it how I always had it. Bunch of hippies singing songs to Shiva. And I love that. But community feeling comes as well from being seen at your mechanics, or having a good laugh with a shop keeper or having deep personal conversation with a stranger that you just met and will never see again in your life.

I have been cultivating that sense in my life. And when I feel lonely or that I don't belong, don't have a community I look at the nature and get inspiration for my life from there.

Sometimes the chapters of my life are full of people, connections, dancing, laughing and movement and sometimes they are full of silence, aloneness, crying and listening. All builds the absolute. Everything belongs to the whole.

Beoynd the chocolate making, beyond my personality, beyond even the human part I connect with that spirit. Infinite, boundless and absolutely free. 

And when I come back again to my form, to my archetypes, my labels, my identities I try not to be so attached and remember who I truly am. Not an easy job, but so worth falling and rising again. I have chosen all of it.

What is March bringing? Who knows but have you seen the starry nights recently?

Thank you for reading ❤️

Living with Purpose

Hello dear souls,

January. 

A month that the days feel like hours. One moment I look at the calendar and it is the first week and then next moment it is nearly the end.

While the rest of the world in the Northern Hemisphere is going inwards and calming down my rhythm is beating like a drum around the fire.

This month is fully on about my self realization part.

On the last days of December I created two triangles that I wanna nurture and cultivate.

The first one is about my main themes this year: self-realization, community and commited relationship.

A self-realization is connected to my purpose with cacao and vegan food creations. 

A community is deep meaningful gatherings with friends and soul tribe and service to others.

A comitted relationship is about staying true to myself, not getting distracted with quick desires and short connections but rather choosing a partner with the same vision and direction to grow, connect, love and inspire.

And the other triangle is body, mind and spirit. Which is basically taking care of myself through my passions, yoga, vegan conscious food, meditation, connecting wih my hearts, movement and arts.

This month has been full on about purpose in my work and community. I have received so many amazing new opportunities to share my love cacao, many chocolate orders, amazing market conversations and sales and just this deep belonging on my path doing the things I love.

There has also been a lot of space holding for the beloved ones going through harder times which brought a sense of connection and belonging.

My January also gave me quite few symbolic dreams on certain fears I am going through and breaking some old beliefs I no longer need on my path.

It truly reflected to that Capricorn energy, a real good refining, structure and selection deep inside.

I truly cut the energetic chords to the situationships, lingering longing for lovers and the confusion with people that gifted me clarity on what truly me heart desires.

I believe that every challenging situation that comes to my life is a gift for me to free myself more. And life beautifully removed certain situations and people from my path. As much as I feel compassion to them, I am happy to walk more clearly and open new doors however unknown it may feel.

So deep and meaningful beginning of 2026.

With so much gratitude to life, always reshaping me and peeling old layers of me to walk lighter and with more freedom.

Keep digging your inner world 🧚

Connected

Hey friends,

Very likely this is my last post of 2025. 

As I just woke up from a delicious nap in my new hammack in the terrace I am reminded of softness around me. 

In a ray of sunshine that squeezes through the leafs of the palm tree.

In a gentle December breeze reminding me of winter here in subtropics.

In a laughter of a neighbour.

In my attitude choosing to see beauty everywhere.

This last month Universe, God and my Cosmic team have gifted me so much. 

After a long nothingness, inner work, struggles, doubts and low times I received a friendship of two special souls that reminded me of that inner wild woman inside, community and tribal belonging, play, safe space, true connection and deep conversations.

December brought me a lot of chocolate sales, another fantastic chocolate making workshop and a lot of community spirit.

I know that something shifted within me to attract all this. So I bow to that Ligita. Who courageously is choosing freedom, growth, who falls down and then gets up. With more clarity, ease, softness.

I am not going to fully reflect on my year here. My journals are full of my reflexions but I just want to say that this year has been profoundly challenging. The experiment of stability have broken lots of parts of me. 

I have changed. I understood what means to stand up and respect myself. My direction got clearer. Some souls entered into my path, some left. I have cried of deep loneliness and boredom just to find a stronger faith to that Universal Force that never leaves you alone. 

My loud chattiness got washed by profound silence moments. I got gifted wisdom in that.

I fell down and got up, learning to find out that discomfort brings true freedom.

I have griefed parts of me that just does not serve me anymore, leaving some labels behind.

I listened.

I looked deeper into my fears. Of financial insecurity, of death, of abandonment, of rejection, of deep wounds coming from my childhood, conditionings and deep ancestral traumas. I am still walking that path.

But behind this beautiful human Ligita, I started to pay attention to something way deeper and stronger than just this chosen body. 

And without all this discomfort I would have never experienced it as strongly as I do now.

I am so abundant.

I am so touched by the fullness of this life.

I am so proud of my soul choosing to experience all this.

Light and dark.

I hope you too open the doors to growth.

I love you for reading me and connecting.

Till the next post ❤️

Last Weeks of the Quiet

Hi friend,

Happy full moon.

This October has been full of reflexions, new unexpected turns in my life, running and breathing. 

I was very close to get married (another story to tell hehe) and the last weeks of it everything got upside down. 

Now, as a believer of the higher creative force I know that it happened for a reason and for my higher good. However, I still managed to suffer a bit, feel friend's betrayal and sadness. It also gave me freedom to look at the things more openly and have less fears. My marriage, by the way was a plan for something uncommon ☺️ 

So I sat with all this sadness and let it pass through me. It felt stingy.

October was also a lot about running. I managed to get the 4th place between women in trail run of 13 km which made me feel super proud of myself and motivated to continue my runs. I dived deeper into traditional hatha yoga and followed the steps to work with my energy and clarify my mind.

I also reflected on relationships I had, the patterns I noticed, the categories of men I fell for and clarified within myself that I am ready for a comitted partnership where the other sees relationship as an opportunity to spiritually evolve, grow and create together something bigger than just one person can.

After so many years of wandering around my soul seems to be ready for depth in all aspects of my life.

I also noticed that my connection to the creator, the higher force got back in my life supporting me through lows and highs. I became friends with solitude and found peace with the worlds/mine problems. Somehow a lot of puzzle pieces got together and I could finally see a clear image.

Now sitting here and writing all this makes me smile, as I feel that I came out of that deep shadow work to see the light again. To be a child again, to play, to laugh. In the shadows of the dark I also learnt that I have nowhere to go, nothing to do. That I am in a right place at a right time. That I chose all this and that soul only wants to know the true being. That my state of being is something I can become Master of and everything else are just details. So do I choose freedom or suffering? Easy to write, I know. But I try to walk this talk too. 

So yeah, happy to be alive, happy to be digging into the dark night of my soul or whatever that was, happy to breathe and be in a right place, right time. Nowhere to go, noone to be ❤️