Guanajuato, My New Love

I must be crazy but I am again in love. 

These two first weeks in Mexico have been intense, full of friends, full of new feelings, pain and fun. 

Leaving Europe felt strange to me. Wherever I go I put all my energy there and the Universe in the magical ways provides the directions, choices, new opportunities and new life in a sense. I felt that with Europe. 

After 3 years in Latin America I have learnt a lot of gratitude so coming back to my lands felt easy, flowing and suddenly I cought myself thinking how much I missed the easiness, the seasons, family, my european loves. I started feeling my roots once more in european lands. 

But the plane was waiting for me. And as quickly and easily I get attached I also quickly let go. Arriving in Mexico, the country that at this moment of my life feels the most home, felt soft, a little unknown but comforting somehow.

I arrived in a new place I've never been-Guanajuato and oh myyy how quickly I got seduced by this mountanous colourful energetically intense city.  I did not stop though- walking like crazy, cycling, exercising straight away after long journey on plane with a crazy jetlag, well, you know what I am going to write next 😂 Universe decided to stop me. My lower back gave me an intense pain that made me lie in a bed for three days and then slowly each day recover with a new type of movement.

I realized how little time I gave myself to digest what really happened in Norway, what really happened in Lithuania, what really hapened on my trips in Luxembourg and Portugal. So literally Mexico sent me the first message - you need to ground yourself, woman.

And then with each day I felt more present, more here and now, less fast, less anxious about future, less controlling. Mexico once again humbled me in a ways I did not expect. 

In the meantime being around friends, meeting new ones and reconciling with some others made me realize what an incredible family I got in Mexico. 

I cought myself dreaming of living in this mystical city that underneath holds millions of crystals and precious stones. I planted seeds to come back again. 

And now, I am on the bus again. Coming back to the home I left 4-5 months ago. 

The ocean is calling but will the mountains call this time be louder?

Nobody knows. So I better enjoy now ❤️