The Earth Within

Hello all,

I know time doesn't exist really but this month felt like half a year to me.

January here in my beloved home feels super powerful, active and deep. I feel that this month or this 2025 year is banging already.

My cacao babies are reaching more and more hearts, on top I get some cool extra pesos from outdoor activities with visitors and I am feeling like expanding and collaborating more.

My energy levels are nicely harmonised with close friendships and fun adventures and I make sure I get to spend some time by myself so my cup is full.

The weather is nice and comfortable, chilly nights ( I am totally now a Mexican 😂) and warm days.

The ocean is full of dolphins, whales and sharks which truly makes my heart sing.

But I wanna share some story here because it feels like an extraordinary event that happenned in my life.

In the beginning of this month me and a friend of mine decided to walk the dogs by the river, a bit furher away from where we live but in the same region.  Nothing different and not too deep in the woods.

Well, little did we know that while having our vegan picnic by the river 2 men would approach us with one mission- to take our money or everything we would have valuable to them.

They took out guns to scare us, one had a mask, the other gave orders but after something like 30 min of talking to them the miracle happened-not only that they left us with our things but they even gave back the phone they already had in their hands. Luck, you would say? I don't know. It felt like many things.

The spirits and protectors were with us, no doubt at all, perhaps the men underestimating 2 white women speaking fluent Spanish. We stood up for ourselves, and explained our situation here in Mexico, we talked to them like human to human, understanding the risks but standing up for ourselves and not agreeing with their requirements. The adrenaline was pumping in our bodies but we stayed calm and probably found some inner Earth force within. It was not fun, nor easy but the pistols did not scare us.

It could have finished in many crazy ways but it finished how it did. And for that I give thanks to life. And give thanks to Mexico. Ang give thanks to this incredibly strong power we women can access.

This story is not to scare or show off but truly a documented story for me to remember and to be thankful.

I am still in love with Mexico.

With love, protection and inspiration,

Ligita

Social Ligita

Hola mis queridas y queridos 🤍

It has been a long time since I sat down and put my thoughts and experiences in words. I was busy in action.

These last two months have been full on social power.And I have been waiting for this social fun for a looong time.

Living in Mexico my season rythtm went upside down. What used to be a full on summer power in june, july, august became a winter here for my soul. There has been a lot of soul digging in september and october too.

I have felt a solitude often by my side but this time I was not so harsh with him. I greeted him more friendly in order to learn more about myself.

I felt fears surficing out, I questioned some old beliefs that don't serve me any longer. I questioned friendships and relationships. I questioned myself.

And very quickly the winter of my soul was not here anymore, giving space for action, socialising, doing.

My parents came to visit, which I call an event of the year 2024.

To share my love for Mexico with them felt like introducing my big boyfriend and secretely wishing for them to accept him.

I often talk about Mexico, like my big love. My commited relationship and no wonder I had that little pressure within that my parents too would catch a bit of its charm. And they did.

We had so many adventures together, they have been so adaptive and flexible and curious that it really inspired me. I won't hide, it also brought some challenges of sharing space or accommodating the needs but mostly I felt honoured. For them to reach me took 2 days non-stop travelling. Even the weary traveller would get tired of that. And they were fresh as morning sun rays 😂

When they left I felt that gap I carry with me.

As much as I can create my spiritual families everywhere I go, there is nothing replacable than my mom. With her and my stepdad I felt like I had this team with me all the time. I think there is nothing like people that raised you up. They have seen all of you.

When they left I cried. I am still very attached to my mum and physical separation comes hard on me. But within time I was again walking my own individual path.

And then my friends came. Another team by my side.

What a lucky girl I am to be loved by so many incredible souls. I don't take it for granted.

November also brought my first market which felt like another dream come true. It also brought a motorbike, new connections, little short romance, social gatherings, friends, action, swimming, whales and dolphins, pains and joys.

My heart is still griefing a very important connection in my life and as much as I have fun in my life I am also going through a very big letting go. I am hold though by the love of my friends and I can see how much that means to me and how much healing it brings to me.

Life is full of challenges but sometimes it takes time until we learn to navigate through them. I am nearly there, still with very open heart and a very clear vission of what I want in my life. And when something loses its continuisity we are even closer to that clarity. And clarity has been a word of mine of 2024 which makes a lot of sense to me now.

I have no idea if I will make another post here this year but somehow I feel reflective about all the adventures that has passed in this year. But about that, next post.

With a lot of clarity and love,

Ligita