Social Ligita

Hola mis queridas y queridos 🤍

It has been a long time since I sat down and put my thoughts and experiences in words. I was busy in action.

These last two months have been full on social power.And I have been waiting for this social fun for a looong time.

Living in Mexico my season rythtm went upside down. What used to be a full on summer power in june, july, august became a winter here for my soul. There has been a lot of soul digging in september and october too.

I have felt a solitude often by my side but this time I was not so harsh with him. I greeted him more friendly in order to learn more about myself.

I felt fears surficing out, I questioned some old beliefs that don't serve me any longer. I questioned friendships and relationships. I questioned myself.

And very quickly the winter of my soul was not here anymore, giving space for action, socialising, doing.

My parents came to visit, which I call an event of the year 2024.

To share my love for Mexico with them felt like introducing my big boyfriend and secretely wishing for them to accept him.

I often talk about Mexico, like my big love. My commited relationship and no wonder I had that little pressure within that my parents too would catch a bit of its charm. And they did.

We had so many adventures together, they have been so adaptive and flexible and curious that it really inspired me. I won't hide, it also brought some challenges of sharing space or accommodating the needs but mostly I felt honoured. For them to reach me took 2 days non-stop travelling. Even the weary traveller would get tired of that. And they were fresh as morning sun rays 😂

When they left I felt that gap I carry with me.

As much as I can create my spiritual families everywhere I go, there is nothing replacable than my mom. With her and my stepdad I felt like I had this team with me all the time. I think there is nothing like people that raised you up. They have seen all of you.

When they left I cried. I am still very attached to my mum and physical separation comes hard on me. But within time I was again walking my own individual path.

And then my friends came. Another team by my side.

What a lucky girl I am to be loved by so many incredible souls. I don't take it for granted.

November also brought my first market which felt like another dream come true. It also brought a motorbike, new connections, little short romance, social gatherings, friends, action, swimming, whales and dolphins, pains and joys.

My heart is still griefing a very important connection in my life and as much as I have fun in my life I am also going through a very big letting go. I am hold though by the love of my friends and I can see how much that means to me and how much healing it brings to me.

Life is full of challenges but sometimes it takes time until we learn to navigate through them. I am nearly there, still with very open heart and a very clear vission of what I want in my life. And when something loses its continuisity we are even closer to that clarity. And clarity has been a word of mine of 2024 which makes a lot of sense to me now.

I have no idea if I will make another post here this year but somehow I feel reflective about all the adventures that has passed in this year. But about that, next post.

With a lot of clarity and love,

Ligita