Social Ligita

Hola mis queridas y queridos 🤍

It has been a long time since I sat down and put my thoughts and experiences in words. I was busy in action.

These last two months have been full on social power.And I have been waiting for this social fun for a looong time.

Living in Mexico my season rythtm went upside down. What used to be a full on summer power in june, july, august became a winter here for my soul. There has been a lot of soul digging in september and october too.

I have felt a solitude often by my side but this time I was not so harsh with him. I greeted him more friendly in order to learn more about myself.

I felt fears surficing out, I questioned some old beliefs that don't serve me any longer. I questioned friendships and relationships. I questioned myself.

And very quickly the winter of my soul was not here anymore, giving space for action, socialising, doing.

My parents came to visit, which I call an event of the year 2024.

To share my love for Mexico with them felt like introducing my big boyfriend and secretely wishing for them to accept him.

I often talk about Mexico, like my big love. My commited relationship and no wonder I had that little pressure within that my parents too would catch a bit of its charm. And they did.

We had so many adventures together, they have been so adaptive and flexible and curious that it really inspired me. I won't hide, it also brought some challenges of sharing space or accommodating the needs but mostly I felt honoured. For them to reach me took 2 days non-stop travelling. Even the weary traveller would get tired of that. And they were fresh as morning sun rays 😂

When they left I felt that gap I carry with me.

As much as I can create my spiritual families everywhere I go, there is nothing replacable than my mom. With her and my stepdad I felt like I had this team with me all the time. I think there is nothing like people that raised you up. They have seen all of you.

When they left I cried. I am still very attached to my mum and physical separation comes hard on me. But within time I was again walking my own individual path.

And then my friends came. Another team by my side.

What a lucky girl I am to be loved by so many incredible souls. I don't take it for granted.

November also brought my first market which felt like another dream come true. It also brought a motorbike, new connections, little short romance, social gatherings, friends, action, swimming, whales and dolphins, pains and joys.

My heart is still griefing a very important connection in my life and as much as I have fun in my life I am also going through a very big letting go. I am hold though by the love of my friends and I can see how much that means to me and how much healing it brings to me.

Life is full of challenges but sometimes it takes time until we learn to navigate through them. I am nearly there, still with very open heart and a very clear vission of what I want in my life. And when something loses its continuisity we are even closer to that clarity. And clarity has been a word of mine of 2024 which makes a lot of sense to me now.

I have no idea if I will make another post here this year but somehow I feel reflective about all the adventures that has passed in this year. But about that, next post.

With a lot of clarity and love,

Ligita

October By Myself

hello you beautiful,

Sitting on my bed, looking at the sparkling candle flames and the altar full of pictures, I look back.

Another month has passed. A month of cultivating, once more, patience, transitioning into a full on season with activities, work and fun. A month of standing up for my personal truth, my values, sticking to the desires of my heart. A month with a difficult decision in order to grow and honour my own needs (even people with strong boundaries sometimes slip 🙂 ). Walk the talk, as I like saying.

A month full of ocean and myself exploring deeper the sounds within.

Gratitude flows through me each time I walk to the ocean. I belong to the waters and whenever I am there I remember that I have everything I need. Simple life in balance with give and take.

I know it is me who chose this path. With every decision I make, I carved my road.

It does not mean there won't be challenges. But knowing myself, I will know the ways to cope.

My Notebook has been filling faster this month. I have spent a lot of time by myself which brings a lot of writing expressions.

October has been my calm month. Not that I plan in the future but I sense more activities, work and people in my life this month.

And the Universe, as always, had me wrapped in her arms, letting me know I am never alone. Nothing is lost and everything constantly changes.The words that I read over and over becomes an actual experience bringing me more wisdom and understanding.

The massacres in my beloved land still continues and yet no more that ever I see the true power of humanity. Unity of creators all around.

With all the pain and all the anger there lies this essence of a human being. This never dimmed light within. I feel it stronger than ever. And no doubt my beloved Palestine had something to do with that.

So I sit here in honour with some candle flames dancing around. Grateful for everybody that touched my soul, for every teacher and mirror in this and many other lifes. More than ever I feel like a soul detached from the body yet very grounded and belonging to this beautiful Earth.

With depth and love,

Ligita