Social Marathon

Hi dear souls,

For this last month I have been immerged in socialising. The very thing on those rainy off season days I missed so much while living in my tiny beautiful village on the beach in Mexico. 

I spent so many days alone these years that receiving such an abundance from friends felt like never ending Christmas for a little child. 

Visiting Lithuania this time brought me a lot of re-connection with friends I haven't seen for a while and some quality family time. I felt and still feel that I could finally receive love and attention without feeling guilty or wanting it to return straight away. 

This feeling of being taken care of, wow! As an independent and strong woman doing everything on her own, being at home with your mum by your side brings so much happiness and gratitude. I am so abundant! And I never want to take this for granted!

I let myself enjoy the warm lake waters, never ending light summer evenings, rivers, pine forests, wild berries, bicycle rides, campfires but mostly people. 

There has also been some hardships, like unexpected friendship transformation, high dentist bill and some misunderstandings but life is never just one colour.

I had a huge privilege to cook vegan food for my dear friend's yoga retreat which filled me with joy but also even stronger focus on my cacao chocolate path.

In fact, straight after the cooking retreat I sat down with myself and listened to what truly Ligita wants in this chapter of her life. And as always, when you ask and show your trust and actions, Universe provides. So within 4 days I managed to find an amazing chocolate maker opportunity in Norway, rented little room with a sweet woman and got myself plane tickets. 

And as I am writing this, on my last days in Lithuania I feel ready for this chapter. I have no idea what is waiting for me, once again I am alone going to the deep forest. This feeling brings me so much freedom, so much fire in my heart. So I follow it. Cause I wanna live my life bravely with a fire in my heart. 

My next writing will be from the mystical wild Norway.

I will be in Bergen, come to connect ❤️