Beoynd

Hello dear friends,

I am sitting in my terrace, as usual, with a cup of my beloved cacao and feeling content.

During my life I easily get trapped into wanting more or not enough feeling. Scorpio in my chart pushes me to explore the depths of everything and that desire for more more more sometimes gets in my way.

However, the month of February (which I swear was just yesterday) brought a lot of presence and being ok with everything that goes on in my internal and external worlds.

I had so many incredible conversations with my beloved ones, new friends and new connections. How do I ever feel that I don't have community around? I guess sometimes I picture it how I always had it. Bunch of hippies singing songs to Shiva. And I love that. But community feeling comes as well from being seen at your mechanics, or having a good laugh with a shop keeper or having deep personal conversation with a stranger that you just met and will never see again in your life.

I have been cultivating that sense in my life. And when I feel lonely or that I don't belong, don't have a community I look at the nature and get inspiration for my life from there.

Sometimes the chapters of my life are full of people, connections, dancing, laughing and movement and sometimes they are full of silence, aloneness, crying and listening. All builds the absolute. Everything belongs to the whole.

Beoynd the chocolate making, beyond my personality, beyond even the human part I connect with that spirit. Infinite, boundless and absolutely free. 

And when I come back again to my form, to my archetypes, my labels, my identities I try not to be so attached and remember who I truly am. Not an easy job, but so worth falling and rising again. I have chosen all of it.

What is March bringing? Who knows but have you seen the starry nights recently?

Thank you for reading ❤️

Living with Purpose

Hello dear souls,

January. 

A month that the days feel like hours. One moment I look at the calendar and it is the first week and then next moment it is nearly the end.

While the rest of the world in the Northern Hemisphere is going inwards and calming down my rhythm is beating like a drum around the fire.

This month is fully on about my self realization part.

On the last days of December I created two triangles that I wanna nurture and cultivate.

The first one is about my main themes this year: self-realization, community and commited relationship.

A self-realization is connected to my purpose with cacao and vegan food creations. 

A community is deep meaningful gatherings with friends and soul tribe and service to others.

A comitted relationship is about staying true to myself, not getting distracted with quick desires and short connections but rather choosing a partner with the same vision and direction to grow, connect, love and inspire.

And the other triangle is body, mind and spirit. Which is basically taking care of myself through my passions, yoga, vegan conscious food, meditation, connecting wih my hearts, movement and arts.

This month has been full on about purpose in my work and community. I have received so many amazing new opportunities to share my love cacao, many chocolate orders, amazing market conversations and sales and just this deep belonging on my path doing the things I love.

There has also been a lot of space holding for the beloved ones going through harder times which brought a sense of connection and belonging.

My January also gave me quite few symbolic dreams on certain fears I am going through and breaking some old beliefs I no longer need on my path.

It truly reflected to that Capricorn energy, a real good refining, structure and selection deep inside.

I truly cut the energetic chords to the situationships, lingering longing for lovers and the confusion with people that gifted me clarity on what truly me heart desires.

I believe that every challenging situation that comes to my life is a gift for me to free myself more. And life beautifully removed certain situations and people from my path. As much as I feel compassion to them, I am happy to walk more clearly and open new doors however unknown it may feel.

So deep and meaningful beginning of 2026.

With so much gratitude to life, always reshaping me and peeling old layers of me to walk lighter and with more freedom.

Keep digging your inner world 🧚