Sensual Taurus Times

hello dear friends,

The Taurus season is nearly over. And like some of you know this year I am living with different sign energy each month. I dive into qualities of each sign and try to make decisions according to each sign. It's pretty fun. And I must say I have been loving Taurus season.

Of course I was also hanging out a lot with my favourite Taurus who gave a lot of butterflies in my belly and made me learn more.

I have fully indulged this month. With food, with love, with sensual activities and some deep comfort. I let myself be slower, more comfy, even some days lazy. I let myself watch things on my phone and really tried to enjoy them instead of feeling guilty. I slept in few yoga mornings. Well, but I also kept my direction on, like a good Taurus.

My life is about finding balance and I tend to be more on the productive side, always in action so these weeks felt actually delicious.

I accepted change of the season and instead of running like a headless chicken I gave myself some space. And quite literally because few days ago I moved into a new place. With so much more space, and air, and light, and trees.

For the first time in my life I am renting my own place by myself. Not living in a community, or sharing cramped room in the snowy Alps, or living in my job place in some awesome retreat centre. No, just me and my rent, haha. I don't know for how long this stage will last for me but in order to understand this life completely I guess I am experimenting with an unknown zone.

My chocolate making speed has slowed down. I tend to write more, got a bit back to playing guitar and I spent a lot of time by or in the Ocean.

The first rain already arrived, opening the pores of trees and my lungs. I get to experience clouds after so many months of blue skies. My lucid dreams come more often and it looks like I cocooned a bit in my little cute bubble.

And as this month approaches slowly to the end, I prepare myself to let another soul go and explore. And ohh, how much one part of me wants to hold on and not let go. But that's not how life works. We are all here walking our beautiful paths, sometimes paths intertwining and sometimes walking different directions. The beauty of following your heart and living in the presence.

So what will Gemini season gonna bring? This communicative, social and many faces sign might shake some things up. I guess I will be attending a lot of gatherings this month.

Let's see.

With much love,

Ligita

A Smell of Change

Hello you who reads this ✨

Today I was dealing with that loneliness and fear feeling once I smell the change coming. So I thought I will catch this melancholic feeling and put some words here in this sacred space of mine, my little blog.

First I want to say thanks to this social and action packed month. Aries season lived accordingly to this firey sign representing action, movement and fun.

I have attended beautiful gatherings, packed with music, dance, parties, friends and love. Like a little bee I managed to squeeze all in this month, my passionate work, a beautiful love story and friends. 

And like everything in life, the wind brings new beginnings and some endings too.

My beloved market I sell my babies at closed for a low season, some beautiful souls left the place I live in, certain things have changed with cacao beans I worked with for the last 8 months leading me to look for another bean and the village I live in slowly got emptier.

Now if you wanna know I am not leaving. For the first time in my life, well technically second :D I am staying through high and low. I am talking about places you guys. 

For so many years I have always lived high seasons. When places got empty I took my backpack and flew with the wind. And this time I am staying. Because my heart wants so. Because I trust that no matter how scary unknown can be I always have choice to change. Because my heart wants to keep co-creating with cacao, keep expanding, keep exploring this incredible country. Because this time I am the one looking at the things leaving. Because for now I choose consistency.

I have no idea how the low season will treat me and how I will manage to not only survive but thrive too but I guess I will take my risks. Because why not. Because what do I have to lose. Because I need to walk my talk.

But I still see those little fears sneaking in,that loneliness that creeps in, that not enough and wanting more feeling. I see them, I acknowledge them and together with this mad crazy ocean we wash them away.

I wish you beautiful Taurus season. This year I am living according to horoscope signs. So let's embrace the season of comfort,patience, sensuality, food, earth,grounding and pleasures. Mmmm.

I love you ♥️

Simple Magical Life

Hey beautiful friends,

As I am writing this I am lying down in my bed, listening to some Mexican rock band tunes, eating my 60% coconut milk chocolate and just feeling so in a right place in a right moment.

My life is not always like that. I struggle with attachment to lovers, people in my life, I get bored easily, I scroll on instagram, I get lonely, my teeth break from time to time and I have to pay lots of money to repair them, I am mean to somebody, I sometimes have no money, I compare myself to others, I care when somebody makes a stupid remark, I judge unauthentic people, I get jeolous, I cry for P🔥lestine and the injustice in the world, I cry for another animal being eaten without neccesity. 

But right now right here I am fulfilled. So far I worked with 100kg cacao beans with my creation of Tribu del Cacao. It feels special to know that 100kg beans have been transformed by my hands, that all those creations travelled far with people who came to my village here in Mexico and bought them from me.

It feels right to have love in my life. To go beyond concepts, ideologies, to trust that sometimes what I want is not brought by the Universe in the form I want.

I trust in power of humanity. Even though my dreams are sometimes too disturbed by another video of so much suffering in P🔥lestine and other places around. I keep them watching. I keep listening. I keep standing up with love and kindness. Sometimes falling down from my own division and judgement but then looking up at the starry night and smiling at the moon who always whispers me the secrets of magic. 

I don't have much, yet I have absolutely everything I need. I drop my Scorpio attitude all or nothing and just flow with my beloved home inspirational Mexico.    

I have been stable for nearly 10 months. Committed to one project, to one place. And for a traveller who moved non stop for the last 15 years that feels so unusually satisfying. And I guess it doesn't really matter you travel or stay in one place. Travelling inwards that's what brought me in this moment. Listening to my heart, creating the world I believe in, courageously loving myself.

So life flows. With cacao, sea salt on my skin, Negrita's roamy motorbike fumes, with wonderful souls around me, music and the starry nights. 

I wish we could all live in the moment and share love ❤️

Photo of Rody Del Pozo

Photo of Rody del Pozo

Photo of Rody Del Pozo